I did understand what relationship meant, and no you're wrong I m not searching for that. I don't fall under no catagory, I am just facing some hard changes in my life. I have a guy (father of my children) who only thinks of sex. Who left me, his kids and have been total unresponsible for a time.
Who come back, and still think that sun rises and shines on him. The woman he left us for is still in his life, he denies it, but I feel it just as the day I did 2003 when he left. He's using our youngest daughter pregnancy at the time/ and now still as scapegoat. She can't see it, but I'll never deter her feeling toward her dad, cause she loves him. He's in a program to help get his life back on track, thats great. and because of my kids..ARE GrOwN now!!! and he wasnt there for the hard choices that we had to make as a family. That's ok...he wants us to relie on him now. I just want change for myself, and Im allowing that for me. He's accuse me, just yesterday of having an affair, I've NEVER had one while we were married since 1993 (we been together since my oldest was 5 and she's 26 now ) tho he's had numerous relationships, I can't count them all on on both hands. I have been tempted but there's been an trust issue. This last one he was with lasted the longest and that alone took its toll, but he's accusing me I know cause I don't know what place I am in life right now, so I not wanted to speak with no one for the past 2-3 weeks. I've allow myself to be treated as a doormat far too long, and I've become complacent. I'm not needed by my kids, cause they are adults now, it's always just been me and those kids, and I raised some pretty decent individuals, their not perfect cause we ALL aren't...so he's not either. I just want change for me. Anwering your ad and a few others, is attempt for me to try get on with situation of living MY LIFE, as I see fit now. Don't misinterpet what I'm trying to get accross.
So no I'm not seeking a booty-call, I'm not an miserable under sexed house wife, nor do I crave sex. I'm not secretive. Just as I said specified a cool fRiEnD. I am a 1 man's woman, but I'm not seeking an relationship with one and as far as FWB, goes I still don't know what it is, but figure it out.
I am not not too familiar with this internet slang: so what is FWB?
You have gone threw alot and as far as FWB it's Friend With Benifits :D Is that what your looking for??
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